When the reiki healing ended, I sat up and Angelic started the “soul reading” part of our session, where she reported back to me some of what she had seen and received guidance on while she was working with me.
This one was very different from the first one she had given me.
She seemed noticeably stressed as she talked to me. I’m not exactly sure why. It’s possible that she may have just been in a hurry, as we had spent quite a bit of time chatting when I first got to her office.
But I think she was also kind of disturbed by what she had seen while working on clearing my energy this time.
The first time she had known about my “very trying past lives,” and told me so. She also had said that, while I seemed to have a very clear and open heart chakra, everything else was very blocked.
But that first time what she told me was more general, and more focused on guidance about my current path in life and what my next steps were.
This time, she saw more into the details of some of these past lives (as well as my current one).
And what she saw was not pretty…
Since I had mentioned having had that brief vision of my past life to her before our session that day, she says she decided to ask Archangel Michael for more details and information about this.
She says she saw three.
The first past life she was given access to, I was a woman, a witch, in some Germanic or Norse regions a very long time ago.
She said I was a powerful seer and healer, but I lived by myself in a cabin in the forest far from the town, and was exiled and not included in the rest of the community. The people wold come to me and would use me for my knowledge and visionary abilities, but I was not liked or welcome among the rest of the people.
She also mentioned that if I didn’t already, I should start working with runes. I had done so in this past life, and she recommended that I try this now, as well.
The next past life she mentioned was the one I had been referring to when I told her about my short vision of one.
She said that she saw me, once again a woman in this past life, trapped in an underground cellar, “it was all dark cold stones and chains and it was just horrible.” I was kept a prisoner down there and tortured and god only knows what else…
She must have seen this while I was also having the vision I wrote about earlier, where I broke free from the tomb and escaped.
She says she also received information about a third life, but added that she didn’t see much else or have many details about it. She said that in this life I had “sinned,” although she was uncomfortable actually using that word, it wasn’t exactly what she meant. I had done something wrong, not in integrity, maybe something to hurt someone.
I asked what it was, but she said she didn’t know. “I don’t know, it could have been that you like, went and stabbed someone, I don’t always get all the details because then you might get all caught up in that and miss the point…”
The last thing that she mentioned was “strong Lilith energy” in my past.
She didn’t say it was in connection to a past life, so I think she is well aware that this is something during this lifetime.
She said that I have a lot of anger and stuck emotions in my second and third chakras, and that much of it may be related to this.