Journal Date: December 22, 2020
Since I don’t have enough to worry about, I decided to go online and start worrying about astrology and all the messed up transits I’ll be going through next year.
I’ve been terrified of the Saturn square Pluto transit that will be happening for me starting in mid-February 2021.
And now, thanks to the internet, I just realized Saturn will be transiting through my 8th house of death for the next three years, so now I can go ahead and start stressing about that too, while I’m at it.
I took some time to re-read all the predictions that were scaring me to death about these transits, and I’m glad I did.
It doesn’t have to be a horrible experience.
It’ll be challenging, most likely, but that doesn’t have to automatically mean bad.
According to Jessica Davidson, this may be a time in which “buried memories may resurface, and you may re-experience old fears and hang ups that you thought were long dead. You’re confronted by the past so you can let it go and move forward in your life. Use these transits to explore what’s really important to you. Turn inwards to discover how your soul wants you to live, where to put your energies, and who you should strive to become.”
When looked at that way, it may not be such a bad thing. I’ve still got inner work and healing left to do, and this is just part of the process.
There are still things I know I need to let go of before I can step into what I want for my future.